So i reached a mountain and finally after the 'Great Grey Sky' i can finally see those stars. Now i fell definitly better.
Now what i have done: i apply a new color to separate the "sedentary days" now "don't sedentary days".
anyway i've noticed some intresting thing about most of the animals, they don't collaborate with each other and there isn't a real harmony
from animal to animal i think that is why the human spicies is predominant in this world. I mean Time ago i saw a wolf and a boar collaborete to survive from a hunter and his dog
they were in perfect harmony so much that they killed the hunter and the dog coming out with only a bullet in the boar's stomach:
The boar was like the shield and the wolf was a agile killer that was hiding behind the boar. that was really powerfull and could put the human spicie in some sort of denger, but unfortunatly harmony and collaboration is pretty rare in the wild.
Now that i think, my entire world is based on that, I mean we have something that here is called Monarchy, but, really it isn't monarchy
Becouse there is a queen, who is an autority but, if you are not in the city where she lives, nobody really care about her.
our socity is more based on harmony from species to species, in the forest there isn't rules and the villages tecnically neither
said that, in my world harmony could be a death battle for food too, here still exist the 'stronger live' and i found it sublime, i was into this a while ago, and if you don't want battle, you can still be in a village and eat vegetable
No, no i wasn't sleeping for 4 day in a row, you see i was thinking to write about the human's friend and who he his but nope,
when i tried to write at him, he bashed me about how bad i was in english, even if I tall to her that i wasn't from the heart,
i mean yes his was a bit confused and maybe he was thinking that i am a crazy guy that would rape him and then cut her head and use for some cool festive mask.
But, mmmh, well maybe i am in the wrong this time, but Come on!
in the meantime in the waiting for a serious response i will work on another think: Some studies of the Other liveing being.
Then slowly i'll know him. Now i'm really tired: When i decided to move in a Mountian i wasn't thinking of the fact that a mountian dosen't have as many fruit as the forest have,
so i haved to hunt some fishes down a river and i finally make a little fire with some woods and rocks even if at high altitude there a lack of O.
now i am tired wet and i'm going to sleep meanwhile i watch the star.
Oh i was thinking to write there only when something important happen or if i made some progress like i did now so yeah that it...
I am a bit sick, i think the water and the cold didn't fit well in my body.
Though i still finally finished my refuge: what if I made a bulletin board insted of write long text wall everytime? like:
-Created a Pseudo-cave For the refuge
-Catch a haedache ._.
-Created some basic structure for protect the refuge from the strong wind
-I started a campfire inside the refuge and nothing was burned
-procured a stock of wood for the week
-tried to conntact to the human's friends, without success
-when my Headache was less strong i fished some fish without getting too wet
-tried to conntact to the human's friends, without success
6/10/17 This is Important
-Meanwhile i was trying to contact the human's friends i noticed 3 small furry animal are entering in the refuge, i don't Remeber/know their Name but i feel a strong Spirit from them
-i tried to give them some cooked fish they eat the fish but they were insecure about eating that
well somthing like that so i covered like 7 day in one session and more quickly. Obviously that didn't repleace this other long-text.
ok now i am still sick in a few day i will be restored for now i will rest and trying to recontact the human's friends witch it sound simple
but they keept don't answer to my message and the connection is poor, and anyway i don't have anything better to do if i am sick
is months that i try to contact the humans and her friends, but nothing. No Answer no lifesign but i can't surrender.Now that I think of... I don't even actually talk about my releshionship with me and the human in this forum yet well i think i can reasume the lifestep:
well in the frist i think i need to name the "human" and i called him "JM". I found him in the Galapagos Island 7/8 Years while i was studying the turtles and expecially the lizzard in the zone. At the time he was a kid like many other excpect: one he was from another Region so he was so different from the other Galapagosians? is that how you call it? Two well i searched where there are from and i pinned it for referement also he liked Turtle and so do I. nothing happened at least for after two years with the big turtle death i recived the message that my sister was doing fine even without a cure, and for disanbiguasion: my sister was and is still nowdays a bit sick from a "reptile virus"? Yes let's call it "Reptile virus". after that i tried to search for some human in the multidimensional-world that is the internet of this world. i wasn't searching specifically her but some human that it could be bearer of hope, or imagination, or starshooting... i don't know if i found the same boy, but let's just say it was the only one of the hundred of message that actually replayed
tomorrow i will restart the works that i left behiend. The next pause will be in winter and there i will update and reoraganize the page
||hxxnSY(who know the right path)
23-1-18 getting confident with html
so it's been 10 days since my last entry, in these day i pratice with the html for getting confident with it and i think i am made huge progress i mean most of the time i didn't understod what i was doing but now i finally kinda learn what most of the thing mean, an exaple is the table thing as you can see up at this entry. the wind still blow out meawhile here the fire still warm up though if it's off becouse the the cave contein the heat.
so the date here is written in the format years month and day? as i say i'm using the html dog
tutorial and i'm trying to implement and use as much comand and function as i can, and now i noticed this. hehe cool ^-^.
1/2/18-11/2/18 Animal Soul and Animal Spirit
so remember that i can feel the spirit of the other creature? well i still can do that, what i can't feel is their Soul, and maybe someone think there are the same thing, but there aren't and now i will finally explain
with only a soul you can feel emotion you can think but you can't do anything because you don't have a motivation
to do thing
with only the Spirit you can do anything if the body premise it maybe you can do much more thing without a Soul because you don't have the fear
to do thing, but you will not feel anything than instruction, you know like machine but not excactly
but Soul and Spirit Aren't inversely proportional to each other in fact there are not proprtional proprety at all there are two separate thing.
a Slave of sociaty have more spirit than a slave of the Ground but they have a similiar soul
, i alway wondering why this two type of enslavering are like this. Then i come in this world. i have seen Slave of socity (Dog) and Slave of the Ground (Chicken) when i meeted the dog in that farm i felt a medium-strong spirit and now i realized it that the dog wanted to serve her master, meanwhile the chicken spirit was bearly inexistent because he was caged to makeing egg
this will explain what i seen with the mountian goat, the goat used all of his streght and spirit to protect her beloved, and for me is a great expression of both Spirit and Soul
, he will never do that without a great Soul, stratgh was a bit in his downside
22/1/18-23/1/18 the six art
Most of the art can be ressumed by connecting them with each one of the six sense
The Six main art
|Sense of Sight
|Sense of Sound
|Sense of Touch
|Sense of Taste
|Sense of Smell
|Sense of Mind
obiovius this is so restricting but the fact is most of the main ART is developed around those sense. "the Artistic Dream" is the most Common of dream, But isn't even far equal to unoriginal, This is becouse The Main Thing with art is that you can CREATE everything around the certian sense
And Maybe create something that was never created before
you need Imagination, a Great Spirit, and a Strong Compass. I think i already said what i mean with this
One of the strangest Art that i met is certailly the Sense of Smell, in our planet the Sense of smell is more than a support for the sense of mind than a real art, in fact this was colliding with the theory of the six sense. But seems like in this earth is devoleped a form of sense of smell, the spicery (let's call that) the art of making and create Spice and perfume, this sure is strange, for me at least this sense is mostly linked with the sense of teste, and in out planet this sense is heaveliy underdeveloped in comparasion. and in fact of perfume, well when i started to live alone with my sister i stop washing myself for months, but now i'am try to wash myself every week at least.
In these day I sleep alot with the big Rodents i finally re-contacted JM but i don't know if i can finally move on with the other human, around the last day of winter i will contact them all.
i started to organize the data of the animal that i met, but i will take it easy, in these day i rested with the rodent, and my food storage is almost empty, fortunatly, thanks of the goat that i killed the last time i will survive for at least for 2 weeks and then i hope the temperature will improve ù.ò.
this is the frist day of spring when the nature awake from his long sleep, or this is the human intepretation, this place is still very cold and the rodent aren't awake, they are a little more active than usual, but nothing special.at least the temperature is getting hotter i think in a few day if the temperature goes higher i will move on.
now i need to talk to "The spirit", i will post an entry for how it ended.
23/3/18 Comunicating with the Spirit Frist Entry ~ Comunication Problem
i finally contacted "the spirit" and make him talk! Well excepct seems like he didn't understand the English, or at least my English, which is strange anyway the last time that i talked to him was able to speak english. I will try again tomorrow
-i'm preparing the page for the mountian goat
24/3/18 Comunicating with the Spirit Second Entry ~ The Start
yay finally i suceeded in comunicating with the Spirit, well it wasn't so excting like how i thoght but it was fine and it was my fault to not making more point. He was collaborative, even when i tells him that he dosn't have dream. And discovered that the word "Dream" dosen't have the same meaning for all the people or better, My meaning is not universal. My meaning of dream is "something worth living for, something really big that should be proud of themself. and maybe don't be forgotten in the past thanks to this." i mean i don't really know this lenguage. In my lenguage exist a exact a term for that kind of thing "]Rous"(Future sky).
25-26/3/18 Little food restock, painful, rally painful with this temperature
27/3/18-5/4/18 Comunicating with the Spirit Third Entry ~ Fading Spirit
so i came back to my painful journy for food and i started to write to MB for a few day but no response was given. in the meanwhile i studied the big rodent, i tried to bump some information about the personality that MB (JM's friend) have but nothing, so after a few day and by seeing he online i asked to JM why he wasn't replying to my message but he didn't knew anything
6/4/18 Comunicating with the Spirit Fourth Entry ~ MissALieGnment
i can't write anything for the anger that i have now, Sorry
9/4/18 . the big rodent aren't in lethargy anymore but it seems like they are returning in this burrow, finally the Spring as come in this mountian
10/4/18 i needed to move on i make a cold swin at the river
13/4/18 so as i said in the title i Miss the fact that the spirit was lying to me, and after talking with JM it seems like he was lying for make me look-like a joke, the most mean of lie. I get lying for fear of a stranger or for dumb fun with the interlocutor. The fact that i am so angry at him, i mean normally i wouldn't be angry for so little i would move already on, but he wasn't just an simple lie. He ridiculized my own element: "The force of Hope" in fact the only power i really mastered is "the force of hope" AKA "OverYonder", and it's the only thing that make me survive. Maybe the next time i should be more carefull.
23/4/18 The first wind in fist ground
i talked with JM and he told me that he just didn't care about me. eehm... ok i kinda understand.
Anyway i sorta finished my work on the goat and i started the work on the big rodent. Maybe i need to call them in a more specific way, i can't just refferd to her with "Mountian Goat". For now i could go with wild mountian Goat Here a link for the page even if it is incomplete
17/7/18 ~ Always moving Forward
after the fireforest that was "the Spirit" aka MB i needed to re-think of my plan for "the structure" aka "the body" aka GG(?) even tho if i fail also with him i will still have "the Soul" but is not that much. for me i planned to move along with my journey since i collected some info even for other animal and in the summer is the perfect time to travel. for now on i can't promise to mantein the page always
up-to-date but i will try to do my best. And for the JS stuff yeah i improved a lot. maybe one day i will use this knowledge for doing something in this page even if i know only the basics and probably i will not have time and or will to improve my JS
18/7/18 ~ Floating i Walk
after the preparetions i finally can enjoy the freash air without being freezed to death
the landscape is beautifull floating up here, i can see the forest, i can see the orizon, i can see my home...
It's been awhile from the last time i truly feel this happines in my proper heart
is been a while since the last time i felt like this, since the last true "family reunion".
yeah i mean certainly i feeled some happines when i started to live on my own with my little sister, when i encountered my "idol", or when i simply hanged out with my friends or even in this world i felt something for sure like when i founded an half-cure for my sister, or when i somewhat found someone for my little game of soul-spirit-structure
but or was temporarly or was happines for other happiness, never really something mine, i spended my time worring about my sister that i've lost my own "I"
the world is still vast and full of life with beautifull places. Even if 60% of this planet is dominated by idiot and the 75% of this world is ruined by them i can't mind only the ruined and wrong part. beside i think i can still find some enjoyment from the destrction
20/7/18 ~ PaperPlane